To be so close without touching is torture
I mean damn
Here I am gripping the seat in the theater, unable to focus because of your presence
Your everything I want you know....
Your cologne swirls into nostrils, hitting into my bloodstream like a drug
I have to shake these thoughts out of my head.
It is so tempting, but I care more about your feelings and your heart instead

Hate to see you go by the Color Fred
is on re-play on the stereo.
I have dreams of you.
You told me I am misleading
but you don't know that just because I am fighting to do the right thing...
doesn't mean I don't want your arms embracing me.
Your kisses softening my lips, making me feel alive again
If I had known you so many years ago, how the difference in this relationship there would have been.
I can take on the dissapointment, but I will protect you from being dissapointed
You deserve a goddess indeed
one who is ready to be the woman you need.
I never quite understood the essence of chemistry
that is until I met a man like you who lives so honestly
but you need to understand that if and when I would be with you
I want to be strong, resilient, and ready as as a person to be with you
because darling.. you are everything