the days seem fine
I go places and find things
to occupy my head
my head used to filled with you
I would let it all flow in
without any barriers
now I feel like I am fighting a war
that never ends
I try to block everything that comes my way
my armor is breaking
my heart is a shield
at night down by the shores
is the only time I let the world see my pain
the only time my tears
are safely stored beneath
the eyes of the moon and the crying stars
I pick myself up, I take my own hand
I leave behind my memories
that are now one and one with the ocean
and I crawl back to home
where I close my eyes
and fight you off again
my nights are my defense
but I'm getting so tired,
I'm just so tired